Sweet.Memories.Are.Always.Kept.In.The.Heart

Friday, December 26, 2008

25.Dec.2008(On a Thursday)
12.43am

Merry Xmas to all!

Merry xmas and a Happy New Year to all!
2008 has been a roller coaster!
-It gave me the greatest pain of my life.
-I can never help but feel sad all the time.
-The ratio of saddness to happiness is 9:1.
-I thought i will be dead long ago.

So i hope 2009 will be fun-filled as i want to feel happy all the time! Feel alive and healthy! Throw the whole of 2008 in the rubbish dump! Bye 2008 and all the sad happenings! Embrace 2009!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Sunday, December 14, 2008

12.December.2008(On a Friday)
Friday blues...

Very unfortunately, an early christmas present to burn a hole in my pocket. The new car met with an accident in the late evening. An indian motorbiker and my mum. The front bumper's a goner! Next at night my sis, bro and cousins, we all went out to Mustafa and when i was coming out of the carpark, i scratched and dent the left side of the car because the Bangala driving the lorry left me with no space. Serious, what's with me, my mum and the indians? The whole car is a goner in 1 night and all happened on the left side. Everything happened on the same side, same day. Like what others always say "BUY 4D also NOT SO ZHUN!" I totally agree now!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Sunday, November 23, 2008

22.November.2008(On a Saturday)

My dear handphone
My handphone gave way after 3 years. Oh my god! I'm so budget now yet i've to get a new phone. Actually i wanna just make do with it with the no 9 button being damaged. But i guess now i have no choice but to get a new 1 as it always switch off by itself. Sad! But lucky for me my collegue's sister open a hp shop in woodlands. So i can go there and buy but it will still cost me a bomb! I am finding for a part time job already and now this is happening to me! Oh my god! i need help seriously man! HAHAH!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

18.Nov.2008(On a Tuesday)

Bad day...
I really felt very sian. Everything seems to be not right for me. I lost my keys last night, my hp cant be used and i dont want to waste $ buying one because i trying my best to save $ so i am now just making use of the rest of the buttons that are working. And today was meant to be my rest day and my collegue was late and it's a very important day, my boss called from Malaysia to lecture me because my collegue was late. It seems like the whole companny going to collapse without me? Like what's New? Everyone told me not to off so i can make things nicely, but i'm not god, even god need a break. And to make it worst, the fixtures and everything they want between boss-buyer-manager-contractor all cant compromise and i'm sandwiched in the middle. And to make it worst, the keys my father gave me the extra set and i went to duplicate it. Ended up they cant be open! Oh my god! I really want to break down and cry already! Everything's so screwed! But just when i was about to break down, i msg Mingwei and told her i had really a bad day. And she told me she also had a bad day as she has a really bad collegue. Oh my god! It's telepathy man! She's serious like my evil twin, and my soul mate..=))

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

17.November.2008(On a Monday)
4.46am

Unlucky day

My cell phone's not working, and i lost my house keys. The most ironic thing is i am not sure did i lost it when i was hurrying to my car when i saw the summon person? Or i lost it in meisi's house? Or i lost it in Grace's house? Or i lost it in my car? Help me man! But the lucky thing is my father has not fly off so he opened the door for me if not i will be locked out of the house for many days till my whole family is back. Oh my god! Seriously, my memory is failing me! I was happily having Roti Prata with Kinyik and Meisi and i saw the summon uncle. And i hurried to my car! Oh my god, where is my keys?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

16.November.2008(On a Sunday)
12.07am

Home alone. Sad and stone.

Just sent my family to the airport as they're leaving to Korea for holidays. Rushed home after work to send them off and went to have dinner with ah ma and dad. Dad's leaving too in 2 days time. So left me to stone at home alone for the next half a month. My grandma suffered from stroke and she is not as healthy as last time and my grandpa is 80+ years old therefore my uncle decided to bring all of us to Korea to ski. But due to my sickening and monotone work, i didn't go in the end. But my uncle spent $4000 on winter apparels for the whole family, excluding airfares and tours. So imagine how much that is gonna be? And he is not working now, he's depending on the past savings. He's really a sweet uncle.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008

29.October.2008(On a Wednesday)
5.25am on 30 October

Life's so dull and slow. Met up with Kristine and Lisa after work was the thing i was looking forward to. Anyway, drove over to Lisa's home and 3 of us went to Helipad. It was a really relax and chilled out lounge with good drinks. The other con is you have to order drinks and pay for them before you can proceed. Well, it's more atas than Prive now. Anyway, aftermath we walk along the Clarke Quay area and next drove them to my favourite Prata store. Met Grace there and we bitched and talked till 4am. Sent all of them home and it was raining cats and dogs. And seriously, i want to complain man the newton round about is super dangerous. The traffic lights will be switched off after night time and i checked the cars before i moved out and i had the right of way, but this motorcycle just honked me when i am moving and even did a E-brake and stared at me. What the hell man! First, he was supposed to check and he was supposed to stop for the main road vehicles. Very ANGRY!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

20.October.2008(On a Monday)
4.50am

Friendship is made up of genuine effort which i always give my very best.

One day when i was in skype, a 20 year old guy message me and told me that his company is coming to Singapore for incentive trip and hope i can bring them around. I agreed and today they came. I woke up at 3am to send my father to the airport and went to Takashimaya and Wisma to shop around and went to the airport to fetch the Latvia friends up. When i was taking the paper at the airport, alot of Latvia people came up to me and told me they are from Latvia.AHHA! Do i look like a tour guide, trying to fetch them at airport? HEHE!We went to Sim Lim to find for their gadgets and headed to Balestier for the extremely expensive chicken rice. Drove them to Prive and they loved it so much and bought them drinks. But the servers there are extremely rude, insisted to check their ID and yell at them. And seriously where is the good service in them? Especially to tourists? Anyway, they felt hungry so drove them to Kampong Bahru prata shop and ordered all kinds of Prata for them. They loved it and told me to sit down and they'll pay for the meal. HAHAA! After that we all went to Mustafa and they shopped like maddness. When we were heading back to the car, they told me they had to go 7-eleven to buy some beers. So i was waiting for them, they came out with a jacobs geek red wine and thanked me for my time and my effort in making this trip so wonderful. I am really very touched. And they bought me tons of chocolates from Latvia and a Wine from Latvia too. When we bid good bye, it was so much of mixed feelings. They're really wonderful people. And i'm glad i met people like them. It's such a happy yet sad day as my Latvia friends have to leave. And also, today marks the last day of my Cefiro. My mum extended the date to today so i can have 2 cars to drive my friends around. But eventually tomorrow the person coming to collect the Cefiro already. The new Honda Stream steering is very much better than Cefiro, but i will defintely miss the powerful Cefiro! Miss you Latvia People and Cefiro! =~(

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Monday, October 13, 2008

12.October.2008(On a Sunday)
2.09am
Happy Birthday Halim!

Met up with the folks around Tiong Bahru for some Zi Char love for Halim's birthday celebration. In the midst of eating, the auntie told us that the police came and gave summons. God damn it, and i got it right there. 1st time i got it 1 year ago at Geylang Lorong 3 and now its the 2nd. Can i just like mantain it to just having one summon in my entire driving history. Laughs!Low morale and i drove home and used Kinyik's car. Anyway, went to the Crew Room and chill and beer and lots of cards playing and singing session. Just home and i got to wake up real early tomorrow. Work's killing me...HELP!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Saturday, October 11, 2008

10.October.2008(On a Friday)
3:11Am
Just home from clubbing. Went with collegues, but most of them are around their late 30s and 40s. The most hilarious part is one of them lead us to walk a very long route, ended up when we reached St.James, we were all tired and shagged. We entered Powerhouse 1st, and next we ordered some drinks and went seperate ways. The aunties and I went to Dragongfly, but the moment we stepped in, Serene and folks felt tipsy and left Mei Li and I. So we just stood there as Canto Pop and Chinese Pop is really not my cuppa tea. So i left the club with Mei Li and saw Jacklyn outside. In the midst of re-queing, Jacklyn wanna faint. And so we accompany her to sit down. And in the end, we just decided to go home. That explains why i am home now. I wasted $15 just like that.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008

9.October.2008(On a Thursday)
1.05am
Facts: Money is defintely not enough, well for me.
It's a cycle, from young till now, money never seems to be enough for my family. A typical Singaporean family, we all scream"Money Not enough".
Money-the object that caused me to breakdown, breakouts and breaking my life apart. I try to save but due to unforeseen circumstances at home that i always meet, i always fail. Now that i've a more stable income, i start to buy savings insurance for myself, besides the ones that my mum bought last time for me. Reality forced me to save REAL HARD. I sometimes sob and feel sour when i slog for 3 damn years but i cant see a 4 digit amount of savings. It's ridiculous. I used to shop at a easy pace and all. But now i dont even dare to look nor window shop, as my itchy fingers will start to itch and dance along the rims of my wallet.
From a Nissan Cefiro, i forced my mum to downgrade to a Honda Stream. For it will help us to save more on fuel costs and all. If you compare in life, the high-end/ luxury will never stopped. It's all about comparing and all. Once you have the most powerful object, you tend to want a even more powerful one next time. Now i have to slog to give my siblings allowances, the car payment and all, i'm seriously breaking apart my old bones.
I used to think my mum's really very pro in saving and which ever difficulties we met, she will come up with an amount for she really save alot for the rainy days. And when i mean rainy days, they are really rainy for my family. But now ever my mum breaking apart, whom can we turned to? There's no one else except to stand on ourfeet. own
I'm really beginning to fear.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

Thursday, September 25, 2008

24.September.2008(On a Wednesday)
12.34am

A guardian angel sent from heaven for him. Her love for him is everlasting and irreplacable. He might not be able to see it in this life, but maybe 1 day before he perish he will remember the good old times, the good old tunes and the everlasting sweet memories playing in their life. She puts him before self and never though of anything else just to protect him, love him and care for him. For she thought he's the one for her. Everyday she plays the role of a good listener, good lover, good helper and a good wife-to-be. But does he ever know the hardships she has been through? The amount of tears she shed just for him? Those are the tears of LOVE. The irreplaceable word in her dictionary and the person running through her mind is HIM. She's a sweetheart that everyone loves, but why he does not treasure? Fate brought them together. But does fate overpowers adultery? Doubts me.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

24.September.2008(On a Wednesday)
Damn Stress
1.22am

This is the most stressful moment of the year. I just wanna escape! And to add to these nonsense, my watch mirror was scratch and broken. I so much want to cry! I broke my favourite..shheeeesh. All thanks to a sickening lady. Arghs. Will take some time to Pacific Plaza to fix. =~(.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

15.September.2008(On a Monday)

It's really sad to bid good-bye....

Today marks the day where ShengPhuay has to leave for newcastle to study. Chatted with him last night and it was of mixed feelings. A close friend is going to study for 3 years. Without him is equals to no joker, no laughter and no soulmate. Nevertheless, we still sent him off at the airport at 9pm plus just now and his mum and gf cried. Was heart wrenching but most of us controlled. I believe he will come back with a 1st class honours to do us proud and be the most successful accountant among us. =).

Take Care my buddy, you'll always be missed by us!

12.September.2008(On a Friday)

Last outting with ShengPhuay before he leaves

We actually planned to meet up with ShengPhuay before he leaves but he was too occupied with family and other stuffs. He's really very sweet to offer me a ride to work in the afternoon, knowing that he can't meet us. But i was suggesting to him maybe we can wait for him till late and we decided to all meet up at RailWay Mall for some gathering. =). Meet at 12 midnight and we went for coffee at Coffee Bean and next hit KAP mac for 2nd rounds. =). Below are pictures taken, by Bro JunJie with his SLR.

Kinyik's hp, My cam, My wallet

Kinyik's hp, My hp and tissues, My camera, My wallet

Bro's Black forest with whipped cream

Bro JunJie, Kinyik, Deb(she's damn cute, love her hair), Yensern

YenSern, damn cute

Yensern foreground, ShengPhua BackGround

Deb, damn cute

Deb, damn cute X2

Deb and KinYik's Tea and my cam

My Black forest, Kinyik's tea, Deb's tea and my Cam

Kinyik very funny

The 3 cuppas

You've been missed by us already!

They're waiting for me to drive my car over

Finally a group pic

ShengPhuay and Jean

Yensern

ShengPhuay and Benson

ShengPhuay and Kinyik

ShengPhuay and Zhen Ning

Bro JunJie and ShengPhuay

Cute deb and YenSern

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Saturday, September 6, 2008

6.September.2008( On a Saturday)
12.00AM Drizzles.

People changes. Rapid changes. To someone no-one can recognise. Why has he changed so much? To a person everyone is afraid of so much. Is being surrounded by girls so good? Is sleeping with different girls so good? Truely and no doubts disgusting. Disgusted by you. Your actions and the way you handle your life. It's in a mess, a complete mess. But you thought you're in well control. I pity the ones who are hurt. But they will come back stronger together. Bless you!

p/s: To have adultery allows you to go to 18th level of hell next time. I believe in Buddha, he will punish you the right way.

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Sunday, August 24, 2008

24.August.2008(On a Sunday)
11.59am
Rain Rain go away, come again another day!

Went to watch a midnight movie with my ah ma, mummy and cousin Joel last night at Vivo. It was a 12.15am show and we watched Money not enough 2. As it was my ah ma's first time watching movie, and it's a hokkein-based movie, it will be as good as hitting 2 birds with one stone. =). Something hilarious happened to my mum, the buey sotong act sotong kia yesterday night. As we were only allowed to go in 5 mins before the show, my mum went to ask the lady if we were allowed to go in.
Mum: Hi, can we go in for the show already?
Lady: Hi madame, what show are you watching?
Mum: What show ahhh? EHHHHHH.....
Lady: Is it 12 Lotus?
Mum: YesYes, you're right 12 Lotus.
Then she went on to wave at us, telling us we are able to go in already.
To my horror, a lady who is also watching money not enough 2 asked if they can go in already. So i asked my mum...
Me: Mummy, are you sure we can go in anot? That lady just asked but she was rejected what!
Mum: Can what, i asked already. Give your ticket to her!
Lady: Yes Miss, can go in already for 12 Lotus!
Me: 12 Lotus? We are watching Money not enough 2!
*Stares at mum*
Me: Mummy, bring you out very Malu! HAHAHAH! Even my cousin laughing!
Mum: 12 Lotus and Money not enough 2 not the same show?
Me: -_-""""

That's my mum for you folks!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

19.August.2008(On a Tuesday)
12.06pm, Rain droplets dancing on the leaflets

Quote:
You may be the most successful man in the world, swathed in riches and luxury, but if you cannot look at your loved ones in the eye and tell the truth, then what are you worth in the end?

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Saturday, July 26, 2008

25.July.2008(On a Friday)
Gabriel.
Met up with Gabriel and passed him a belated birthday gift. Glad he love it till he gonna drown in his tears. HAHA! Went to the new revamp East Coast Park and had KFC. Wasted $1.90 for parking. The cefiro problematic again. Dear god, please bless the cefiro with good health. We next headed to Coldbar. After gabriel put down his never ending calls, an ang moh approached us for a phone, as he needed to call for a cab. He was drunk and gabriel offered him to drive him to the main road so he was there waiting for us and smoking with gabriel. He is a lecturer from SMU. He told us some lame jokes and we were laughing like crazy. It's about political jokes about Singapore but it was very true and funny!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Thursday, July 3, 2008

3rd.July.2008(On a Thursday)
Everyone works hard for a piece of prada, a piece of LV, a piece of Miu Miu and a piece of D&G maybe? It's all fame and lust in the human nature. It's a changing point in life. I used to belong to that catergory but now i've changed. Year 2008 gave me a wake up call to save and to work harder than usual. I work like no day and night, no tomorrow, no life. But it's afterall my bread and butter that i'm bringing home for my family. Crisis and all. How much longer can i hold?

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Monday, June 16, 2008

16.June.2008(On a Sunday)
Happy daddy day and Happy Birthday to me in advance!
Thanks to the sweethearts whom msg me in advance happy birthday though i am still 21 years old today, but not tomorrow, unfortunately. But it's the thought that counts and i am happy! Especially Wuhao who made the effort to msg me every year on 16 june w/o fail and will always received my reply my birthday is on 17 june. Much love! Thanks!

p/s: my birthday falls on a NASTY tuesday, that's sad.
p/s/s: no longer young, speeding to the digit 3
p/s/s/s: Something that never changes: MESSY AND HAPPY in nature! =))

Monday, June 16, 2008

Saturday, June 14, 2008

13.June.2008(On a Friday Night)
This is the best conversation i had with Grace Cit..=)
(1:05 AM) [WeiQi] :u were saying ur parents asked god if he is 1 for u
(1:05 AM) [WeiQi] :and wad god say?
(1:06 AM) twice inked:weiqi
(1:06 AM) twice inked:i needa go
Now i realised god told her this.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Monday, June 9, 2008

8.June.2008(On a Sunday)
9 more days to hit the big double 22! DAMN old!
Just home from Vincent's farewell party at East Coast BBQ. The food was great, sent them home after that and i make a big detour again! HAHA! Like what's new? Last night went for fathers' day dinner with my family at East Coast. And my grandma remembered my birthday wrongly so she rang me up on 7 June morning and wished me a non happy birthday. She said "Today is your birthday, and you need a beating!" The moment i heard it i said "Sorry, but today not my birthday!", in a grumbly tone as i am very tired. She hung up on me! I fell ill, broke down and took an MC. In the morning i went to a Make-over shoot sponsored by Weitian as my birthday gift, she's a sweet heart. It was fun and enjoyable but with my never ending running nose, i hurried home to see a doctor. But later in the night, my ah ma bao me a Ang Pow.HAHA! And she told me it's a small amount so i asked her to take it back till it becomes a big Ang Pow! I love you ah ma, i will keep it to my birthday then i open it up, though i know how much is in the Ang Pow already. She gives the same amount every year since i was 1. HAHA! Everything increased in price leh AH MA, but your Ang Pow never increased. -_-. Happy Birthday to Mingwei, sms her on 7 june to wish her seriously miss her tons, never seen her for years!

Monday, June 09, 2008

Friday, June 6, 2008

6.June.2008(On a Friday)
Happy Birthday Eugene dearest!
Another wordy entry. I've got tons of pictures to upload but my computer as usual failed me! Went for a pedicure and medicure with my sister and cost me a bomb. I've tried my best to save so much money and in the end for the sake of my dry skin and my sister's leisure, we decided to go for it.

p/s:My teeth hurts. My teeth hurts.
p/s/s: I hate people forwarding me EMO songs, simply because i lead a HAPPY life. shalala!and

Friday, June 06, 2008

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

28.May.2008(On a Wednesday)
Stressful period.
-Money is giving me stress
-Bills is giving me stress
-Work is giving me stress
-Petrol giving me stress
I'm so stress! Help!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

15.May.2008(On a Thursday)
Mixed feelings and Happy 23rd Birthday Jane
It's now 4.05am, i just got home from Bukit Timah Railway Mall from supper with the folks namely Buddy KongPeng, Sweetheart Sienny, Slim ShengPhuay and Alan. I woke up this morning with mixed feelings. I don't even wish to go to work. I find there's a obstacle that i can't overcome. And that is putting on a fake front. When the alarm clock alerts me to wake and and prepare for work, all i did was to continue to lay on my bed and thinking why my senior is so mean. It might seemed childish for a 22 year old to think like that but i just can't overcome this. I so much want to break down now. I really thinks its stupid to contribute so much and in the end what you get is nonsense. It's a dog-eat-dog world, it's either you live with it or quit it. I don't wish to talk to her as i can't bring myself to fake. Even the rest of the department knows how she treated me but i just can't bring myself to be mean to her.
I need to break free!

Friday, May 16, 2008

Thursday, May 15, 2008

14.May.2008(On a Wednesday)
I hate Yupadee!
I seriously hate my senior alot. Like damn alot. No words can describe how much i hated her. I hate playing politics. Hai, and i am real unlucky to encounter so many political people throughout my 3 years of workforce life. I am all torn, they so much want to see me die. I am going to experienced a pay cut. Oh my god because my boss is so blind and she loves playing politics also. Holy crap! I am falling apart. But each time you want me down, i promise i will come back stronger. LARD ASSES of GOLDEN ASSETS!

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

12.May.2008(On a Monday)
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" to Desmond and Khang Lip.=))
Very sorry guys, i very much want to blog and post pictures up for Mothers' day on 11 May 2008, Sunday and also tonight's outting with KongPeng and Alan. But my computer has virus and i cant upload them. Biggie Sigh! Promise will be back to post them up! Meanwhile i'm totally dried up so many birthday presents to buy!
-Bryan's Birthday Present(Bought)
-Khang Lip's Birthday Present(Bought)
-Ruwen's Birthday Present
-Jingfen's Farewell Present
and many more......i can smell the burning smell in my pocket!

p/s: I need to plant a money tree or rob the bank!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

7.May.2008(On a Wednesday)

Happy Advanced Mothers' Day

Went to dine at Park Place located at Grand Plaza Park Royal Hotel behind Peninsular with my family. Celebrating Mothers' Day in advanced. As usual my mum rang me and told me the place is booked and starts at 7.30pm. Reached there at 7.30pm sharp but not a single soul there. Everyone was in office, in cabs, in cars, on their way from different parts of Singapore. I was there, bored and lonely, with nothing better to do, i started yawning and taking pictures. Mothers, the most vulnerable and noble human in the world, gave birth to us, nagged at us using their lungs, providing us with food like how my kindergarten school teachers told me how jesus gave us food. Being in a buddhist family, i went home and told my mother not to work as my teacher told me jesus can gave us food. And my mother just slapped 1 sentence right into my 6 years old silky-smooth face,

MOM: YOU THINK MUM NEVER WORK THE FOOD FLY DOWN FROM THE SKY BECAUSE JESUS GIVE?

I start to think my teachers lied to me.HAHA!

Anyway, i love the food my mum and both of my grandma!

There was this period of time when 1 of my grandma was terribly-ill, landed in hospital and doctor say maybe she is beyond cure already, i was crying. And my other grandma suffered from a stroke and landed in hospital as well. That happened last year. There was someone with me, giving me moral support. But now both of my grandma are well and kicking again! Love them to the bits!

Park Palace

All set up

Double room reservation My bland watermelon juice

Modern Technology in an ancient colour

Menu please
Hi Jarrett
Jarrett and Brother
Brother and Ah Ma
Jarrett and Ah Ma
Me and Brother
Jarrett and Me
Jarrett and Brother
Unique Floral jasmine tea
Aunt Amy and Cousin Sally