In less than a day's time i will be bed ridden in the ward of Mount Elizabeth hospital, with strong smell of medicine and some new faces sleeping around me in a ward of 4. Defintely not something that one wants to go through but there is no choice but to face up to it. I was told that i will be awarded to the ICU for an hour after operation and there will be a tube inserted to my nose, down to the throat to make me able to breathe normally. I will puke hell out my of throat(maybe my entire 22 years of food) as the blood that you swallow down unknowingly will be in your stomach, making you feel like puking. Never did i want to blog about something so sad that i pity myself so much. But it really heart wrenching. 2008 was a turning point of my life as so many things happened. I lost so much and gained not much. In fact, did i gained anything? Anyway i thanked many people who always encouraged me and also my Mum and Grandma. They did alot for me throughout my life and i am truly blessed. And with so many friends as well. Thanks everything! Hope in the next entry, i will be well and kicking and of course with more laughter coming from me as usual.