Thursday, October 9, 2008
9.October.2008(On a Thursday)
1.05am
Facts: Money is defintely not enough, well for me.
It's a cycle, from young till now, money never seems to be enough for my family. A typical Singaporean family, we all scream"Money Not enough".
Money-the object that caused me to breakdown, breakouts and breaking my life apart. I try to save but due to unforeseen circumstances at home that i always meet, i always fail. Now that i've a more stable income, i start to buy savings insurance for myself, besides the ones that my mum bought last time for me. Reality forced me to save REAL HARD. I sometimes sob and feel sour when i slog for 3 damn years but i cant see a 4 digit amount of savings. It's ridiculous. I used to shop at a easy pace and all. But now i dont even dare to look nor window shop, as my itchy fingers will start to itch and dance along the rims of my wallet.
From a Nissan Cefiro, i forced my mum to downgrade to a Honda Stream. For it will help us to save more on fuel costs and all. If you compare in life, the high-end/ luxury will never stopped. It's all about comparing and all. Once you have the most powerful object, you tend to want a even more powerful one next time. Now i have to slog to give my siblings allowances, the car payment and all, i'm seriously breaking apart my old bones.
I used to think my mum's really very pro in saving and which ever difficulties we met, she will come up with an amount for she really save alot for the rainy days. And when i mean rainy days, they are really rainy for my family. But now ever my mum breaking apart, whom can we turned to? There's no one else except to stand on ourfeet. own
I'm really beginning to fear.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
